Skinny Bitch

After having two babies, I'm not liking the new me very much! Sure I lost the baby weight quickly with both of them, but they blessed me with some new and much hated fat. Therefore, I am going to do an hcg diet plan through a local bariatric doctor. After hearing from others about how well it works and doing a little research, I'm gunna do it!

I'll have to give myself injections for 40 days...which sucks. But As long as I loose the .5-3lbs/day, I'm sure I can handle a little old needle. Hcg (the hormone that is detected when your pregnant) is know to burn adipose fat tissue rather than lean muscle. Some of the side effect are the same as pregnancy symptoms such as feeling nauseated...and mood swings. I must admit that I'm not looking forward to the mood swings. Some are afraid it will turn me into a bitch. My response? I might be a bitch, but I'll be a skinny bitch!!

Studies show that people who use the hcg for weight loss, maintain the weight loss easily afterwards. The reason being is that it resests your hypothalamus which is what controls your metabolism.

Over the next few weeks I will be updating everyone on the effects and results of the 'hcg Diet Plan'

I won't start it til Thursday...so maybe between now and then I'll work up the nerve to post a 'before' picture.


- Britt.

Just though I would share...

-Britt.

Spring Flowers...Bring A Beautiful Summer

Me and Kade started an indoor greenhouse today! We planted tons of flowers to put in hanging baskets this summer. I'm going to put them all along my porch (which wraps around two sides of my house.) We even planted tomato seeds. I hate them, but Kade absolutely loves them! when we moved into our last house there was already a tomato plant in the backyard. Kade would go out every evening, turn his shirt into a basket, and will fill it up with every ripe tomato he could find. This year he will have about twenty of his very own tomato plant that he will grow on his own. I can't wait to see how excited he will be when he picks his first homegrown tomato! I look forward to sitting on the porch with him and Kyson this summer while we enjoy all of our beautiful flowers and yummy tomatos!!


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A Little Insane

At least once a day(probably way more) I feel like I'm going insane...
There are way to many contributing factors;
-single mom
-11wk old
-4yr old
-single WORKING mom
-judgemental people
-keeping those people happy
-fear of trust
-fear of dishonesty
-divorce
-……

I just felt like venting that a little...I'll leave it at that. And by the way, this may turn into my negative nancy blog. LOL.
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Real Nurse

I am so excited about starting my new job on Monday as a home health
and hospice nurse! I finally get to be a real nurse and work under my
license. It's a big responsibility...but I'm more than ready. I was
lucky enough to graduate from a great nursing program...and I'm
confident that I've learned what I need to be an excelent nurse!

Blogger for iPhone?

I finally got an iPhone!!! I'm not sure what I would do without
it now. I've finally figured out how to blog from it...but I have to
email my posts, and I can't attach pics (I think.) So my question for
my readers or browsers is:

Does anyone recommend an app for Blogspot?

''You can't change what you don't acknowledge.''

I can't say that what I've gone through in the past month won't or
hasn't changed my life. It by far, absolutely has. I have had the
chance to take a step back to review the 7 years, 5 of which was a
marriage, that I spend with the person that I loved. I am learning
that I should have acknowledged the things that I wanted to change at
the time. However, I did look at every event as just another bump in
the road. I wasn't going to let something that could be forgotten
change my hopes, goals, and dreams. Unfortunetly those things have
changed. I can no longer dwell on what makes everyone else happy. I'm
beginning to realize that if I want myself to be happy, I may have to
let some people down. I can hope that they don't hold my decisions
against me, because if they truley care about ME, they won't.
I now have to make decisions based off of what is best for myself and
most importantly, my two sons.
I have left my husband, for reasons that no longer matter. I live
close to family and old friends who are here for me...and let me tell
you, it's a wonderful feeling.
If you know me, then you know that I tend to plan out
everything...down to my childrens due dates, even before conception.
When all of your plans change...it straight up SUCKS! Knowing now that
I could have acknowledged certain things that would soon change my
'plans'...makes me realize that I need to take each day as it comes
and not waste so much time stressing and being a worry body. I am
become 'me' now...slowly but surely. Not exactly planning everything
out, but continuing to work towards my goals and what I want, one day
at a time...is just one thing that makes ME happy. Seeing my small
children grow and change and enjoying the careless childhood that I
miss myself is just one more reason to smile.
I didn't really make any new years resolutions...and never really
have. So, I've been thinking...how about some new life resolutions:
1-Smile everyday. 2-Dont worry about what everyone else thinks. 3-Stop
dwelling in the past. 4-Do everything in the world to keep my kids
happy and healthy. 5-Keep MYSELF hapy and healthy!
So here is to a new me, a new day, a new week, a new month, a new
year, and new life.

(p.s. I am posting from my iPhone...so hopefully this works!)