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I am so excited about starting my new job on Monday as a home health
and hospice nurse! I finally get to be a real nurse and work under my
license. It's a big responsibility...but I'm more than ready. I was
lucky enough to graduate from a great nursing program...and I'm
confident that I've learned what I need to be an excelent nurse!
Friday, February 12, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
Blogger for iPhone?
I finally got an iPhone!!! I'm not sure what I would do without
it now. I've finally figured out how to blog from it...but I have to
email my posts, and I can't attach pics (I think.) So my question for
my readers or browsers is:
it now. I've finally figured out how to blog from it...but I have to
email my posts, and I can't attach pics (I think.) So my question for
my readers or browsers is:
Does anyone recommend an app for Blogspot?
''You can't change what you don't acknowledge.''
I can't say that what I've gone through in the past month won't or
hasn't changed my life. It by far, absolutely has. I have had the
chance to take a step back to review the 7 years, 5 of which was a
marriage, that I spend with the person that I loved. I am learning
that I should have acknowledged the things that I wanted to change at
the time. However, I did look at every event as just another bump in
the road. I wasn't going to let something that could be forgotten
change my hopes, goals, and dreams. Unfortunetly those things have
changed. I can no longer dwell on what makes everyone else happy. I'm
beginning to realize that if I want myself to be happy, I may have to
let some people down. I can hope that they don't hold my decisions
against me, because if they truley care about ME, they won't.
I now have to make decisions based off of what is best for myself and
most importantly, my two sons.
I have left my husband, for reasons that no longer matter. I live
close to family and old friends who are here for me...and let me tell
you, it's a wonderful feeling.
If you know me, then you know that I tend to plan out
everything...down to my childrens due dates, even before conception.
When all of your plans change...it straight up SUCKS! Knowing now that
I could have acknowledged certain things that would soon change my
'plans'...makes me realize that I need to take each day as it comes
and not waste so much time stressing and being a worry body. I am
become 'me' now...slowly but surely. Not exactly planning everything
out, but continuing to work towards my goals and what I want, one day
at a time...is just one thing that makes ME happy. Seeing my small
children grow and change and enjoying the careless childhood that I
miss myself is just one more reason to smile.
I didn't really make any new years resolutions...and never really
have. So, I've been thinking...how about some new life resolutions:
1-Smile everyday. 2-Dont worry about what everyone else thinks. 3-Stop
dwelling in the past. 4-Do everything in the world to keep my kids
happy and healthy. 5-Keep MYSELF hapy and healthy!
So here is to a new me, a new day, a new week, a new month, a new
year, and new life.
(p.s. I am posting from my iPhone...so hopefully this works!)
hasn't changed my life. It by far, absolutely has. I have had the
chance to take a step back to review the 7 years, 5 of which was a
marriage, that I spend with the person that I loved. I am learning
that I should have acknowledged the things that I wanted to change at
the time. However, I did look at every event as just another bump in
the road. I wasn't going to let something that could be forgotten
change my hopes, goals, and dreams. Unfortunetly those things have
changed. I can no longer dwell on what makes everyone else happy. I'm
beginning to realize that if I want myself to be happy, I may have to
let some people down. I can hope that they don't hold my decisions
against me, because if they truley care about ME, they won't.
I now have to make decisions based off of what is best for myself and
most importantly, my two sons.
I have left my husband, for reasons that no longer matter. I live
close to family and old friends who are here for me...and let me tell
you, it's a wonderful feeling.
If you know me, then you know that I tend to plan out
everything...down to my childrens due dates, even before conception.
When all of your plans change...it straight up SUCKS! Knowing now that
I could have acknowledged certain things that would soon change my
'plans'...makes me realize that I need to take each day as it comes
and not waste so much time stressing and being a worry body. I am
become 'me' now...slowly but surely. Not exactly planning everything
out, but continuing to work towards my goals and what I want, one day
at a time...is just one thing that makes ME happy. Seeing my small
children grow and change and enjoying the careless childhood that I
miss myself is just one more reason to smile.
I didn't really make any new years resolutions...and never really
have. So, I've been thinking...how about some new life resolutions:
1-Smile everyday. 2-Dont worry about what everyone else thinks. 3-Stop
dwelling in the past. 4-Do everything in the world to keep my kids
happy and healthy. 5-Keep MYSELF hapy and healthy!
So here is to a new me, a new day, a new week, a new month, a new
year, and new life.
(p.s. I am posting from my iPhone...so hopefully this works!)
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Why do all good things come to an end?
Honestly, what will become of me?
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
We miss everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end, come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end, come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end, come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end, come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon
So that they could die
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon
So that they could die
Die, die, die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end, come to an end
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end, come to an end
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it will come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should
Stay away for a day ?til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling
And the clouds were dropping
And the rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were tune barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
So that they could die
Saturday, January 2, 2010
My First Blog Award...Heck Yes!
I received my first blog award!
My BFF Amy @ The Daily Fiasco sent me my first ever blog award! She is amazing so check out her blog too! She is straight forward, funny, and inspiring!
Part of accepting this award requires me to list 5 things about myself...in no particular order.
1) I am extremely lazy when I get the chance.
2) My biggest fear is forgetting. My memories are very important to me.
3) I love make-up, big hair, and music.
4) My boys are my world!
5) I am obsessed with my future. I try to plan EVERYTHING! I even had the due dates of my children planned before I was pregnant. Amy always tells me, "You cant plan EVERYTHING!" But I sure do try!
Next is to pass on the award to 5 blogs that I love:
3) Scrap-E-Blog
Check Them Out...Everyone Enjoys A Follower!
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy Anniversary!
Happy Anniversary Bruce! We have five years down....and many more to go! I love you!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
2009 and The New Year
2009 is coming to an end and I have many things to be thankful for! Here are just a few...
1) Our new baby boy finally made his appearance! After 20 hours of labor and exactly 40 very long weeks Kyson Paul was born Dec 19, 2009 @ 5:25am weighing in at a whopping 9lbs 8oz and 21.5inches long!
2) I finished my first step of nursing school on June 11, 2009 and revieved my LPN license shortly after.
3) My dad found me on Myspace...and I met him for the first time in June, 2009.
4) After a 15 month deployment and an extra 7 months of nursing school, Kade and I got to FINALLY move back to Kansas to be with Bruce. We learned that time takes its toll and love is stronger than anything!
5) I am extremely thankful for whoever watched over my brother after a very scary dirt bike wreck this fall.
6) We completed another year of health!
I wish you all peace, love, joy, happiness and health in 2010!
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